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Every man I meet is in some
way my superior” —Emerson—
When I walked in the bathroom one night and saw my father spitting
mucus ladened with filthy black soot and tinges of blood, my life was
changed in a very small yet poignantly profound way. I remember his
words clearly. They came powerfully to me; he said, "Justin, never
settle for a job that you hate and that can take away your health!"
I saw the helplessness in his eyes as he reassured me and sent me to bed
with an unconvincing smile. Even at age nine, I was keenly aware that he
was making deep sacrifices for our family. I remember lying in bed that
night going over this vision of him.
Over the last twenty years, I have witnessed the daily toll that
coal mining has taken upon my father’s health. Whether it is his
partial loss of eyesight caused by working long days in a dimly lit
environment or his constant respiratory infections induced by the
inhalation of carbon dust, the physical costs of coal mining are
significant. In addition to the health risks, there are the negative
mental elements that slowly wear down the psyche of those whose task it
is to make the two-mile journey into a sometimes-unforgiving mountain.
Ever prevalent noxious gases and other poor environmental conditions
constantly remind the coal miner of his poor career choice. At an early
age, I began to understand that this was not the life that I wanted. I
committed myself to a college education and to do what ever it takes to
have choices and not be bound by inexperience or lack of credentials.
In addition to the abhorrent nature of coal mining, the financial
benefits and rewards are limited. Growing up in a small Utah town, and
the second of ten children, I learned resilience to overcome difficult
circumstances. After all, a coal miner’s salary split between twelve
people does not go far. Although we always had our needs met, material
luxuries remained hard to come by. So at age ten, it was time for me to
declare myself a benefactor of my own material support. I must disclose,
however, that there were selfish motives involved - namely the Red Line
Super Cross BMX bicycle that had become the apple of my eye just a few
months earlier. So in January of 1983, I accepted my first position in
the work force to become a paperboy for the Salt Lake Tribune. I
have been working ever since.
Recently, my wife and I welcomed the birth of our first child. This
rite of passage has a profound way of bringing sentiment very close to
the surface and has helped me to realize the value of my parent’s
example. My father and my mother, even though neither attended a day of
college, became my inspiration. I was to go to college, which would
provide freedom from limited career choices. My father is still a coal
miner and my mother, well, she is just that, a mother. Whether
campaigning to victory in student body elections, enjoying spiritual
experiences from my two-year religious mission in Pittsburgh, sharing
cultural insights from the year that I spent teaching English in Korea,
or experiencing a myriad of other successes in life, my parents have
celebrated with me. When I received my bachelor’s degree in May of
1999, I was the first one in my family to attend and graduate from
college. At that time, I was able to thank my father once again for
the indelible inspiration that came from his daily sacrifices.
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